Memilih? Pekerjaan paling susah sedunia.
Memang asik kalau kita diberi kesempatan buat milih. Tapi... kadang kesempatan itu menyiksa juga. Masalahnya kalau kita telanjur milih, kita nggak bisa memutar waktu lagi buat nyoba pilihan lainnya. And we don't have any clue about what's the best. Allah already knew it. This makes everything even more : MENGGEMASKAN.
Mana yang lebih enak? Diberi pilihan atau dikasih satu aja --> so we don't have to choose? I may say that having some choices is entertaining but in the same time it also : "killing". But, without having any choice, we make it easier.
My friends keep telling me to focus on writing novel. But... whay can I follow that suggestion? I don't think that a novelist is a job. Writing is (just) a hobby. Well, a very special hobby (coz it creates money a lot, hehehe).
In fact, I still want a regular job. I can't bear staying at home and do nothing but thinking about what will I write in next novel.
So, I think I choose to keep hunting job.
Posted at 23.11.05 by truelia
